Have you ever had to deal with jealousy? Its an ugly and soul stealing creature. I've run into some really hateful jealousy as of late. I'm not going to get too into it because it's a sibling that has attached herself to being crazily jealous of me. And... I don't really know why. I realize … Continue reading Lost Everything but That’s Okay
A small Burg in Southeast Missouri. My big sister said, "Come start over in Missouri." Well, why not? I had nothing else going and had no money. We had a lot of trepidation starting again in a small town in a state I'd never lived. That's the Mighty Mississippi River back there. You ever have … Continue reading Dying for a Week in…
So, something happened yesterday. I was let go. Dismissed. Told I was no longer needed. Informed my employment had come to an end. Thank you and you can sign out now. Instructions were given on where and how to return all equipment. The usual warning on staying mum about the company I worked for and … Continue reading Friday & Fired, with Watame and Rushia’s Warmth
A Crappy Poem – Don’t Read Overwhelmed by love and you walk in and I see you and I cry in my heart because you are there and I am here and we are always together. Overwhelmed by this emptiness when I turn to an empty bed and smell the sheets are losing the scent … Continue reading A Crappy Poem – And Okayu Sings
There is a little mourning dove who has been sitting on my balcony for around two weeks, that I have been feeding and giving water. She's become my little bird friend. There used to be two mourning doves that would sit on my balcony, but they had stopped coming by around a month ago, until … Continue reading My Little Bird Friend
And so the writer laid down her pen, quizzically wondering if it's "lay" or "laid." And what about "lying?" Yes, I do that sometimes. I've sunk to mom jokes. "I said laugh, or I'll cover the other eye" Anyways, guys, how's it going? I've been writing on this blog for a little bit of time … Continue reading What Should I Write About Next?
Another 30-Day Challenge post. I hope you all aren't too bored. These actually are fun for me and I hope you do enjoy some of what I share about me and what I love in this crazy world. [On a side note: My heart goes out so much to George Floyd's family right now. … Continue reading Shuffling Through the Tunes – #22
Number 21 on the 30 Day Challenge is a question that strikes me the hardest. 21. What three lessons do you want your children to learn from you? I'm a pretty horrible person. That's not false humility, but fact. I'm the antagonist in my life's novel. I was pretty decent around Chapter 5, but after … Continue reading 21 – I’ve Been Putting This One Off
I'm doing this little writing challenge and the ADHD inside of me doesn't want to just keep going on this path. I'm wandering a bit as I look over what is after the zodiac question. Number 18 was listing 30 facts about myself. If you read my blog its pretty apparent who I am and … Continue reading Skipping 18 & 19 – Going Straight to 20!
On Day 16 was borne a thought about missing you. It was a thought of longing and despair. And then the thought grew to hopeful dreams. During this thought process, I smiled every day and did not let things get to me. But then when you didn't appear After days and weeks and years The … Continue reading Day 16 – That Something and Someone That I Miss