Maybe… a Poem

I realize I haven’t been updating much on my blog. Grace reminded me how behind I am. I’ve just been so busy rebuilding my life and such. I’m also enjoying seeing my family that I had lost touch with a long time ago.

I also think I caught Covid. I have this lingering cough after being sick around two weeks… now about a month.

But everything is pretty cool as I settle into starting life over… again.

Maybe… Just Maybe

Maybe… we tried too hard

Maybe… we didn’t try enough

Maybe… it all ended bad

Or, maybe… it all came too sad

Your face comes across my screen

Time hasn’t changed a thing

You’re still… lovely

You’re still… bubbly

You’re still… everything

Of love and more than I imagined

We chat and laugh like nothing’s gone

Yet, underlying thoughts

Know it’s all gone wrong

Where did we… go wrong?

And… I cry

I tried to sing

But… I cry

I tried to play

My guitar

But… I cry

I tried to be

What you told me to be

But… I cry

Maybe… we didn’t try hard enough

Maybe… we made it all too hard

Maybe… it wouldn’t have ended bad

Or, maybe… we made ourselves simply sad

My depression creeps

Across the screen

I’m saying words

They all come out mean

We tap on the keyboard

Tap out our anger

Tap out our rage

And realize

Suddenly seeing the eyes

We’ve reached the end of the page

The end of the story

It ended in sorry

Did we wrap up in glory?

We tapped out the ring

Beaten and bloodied

Finally stopping

Did we change anything?

Did we change

Any… thing?

Stop the music

Stop the song

Stop the ideal

We all get along

We all belong

Because the strong will survive

And the weak will all die

And… we will cry

Will anyone hear us cry?

Maybe… we tried too hard

Maybe… we didn’t try enough

Maybe… it all ended bad

Or, maybe… it all came too sad

And maybe… it all was too sad?

~FIN~

That was a poem I actually wrote a while ago. It was supposed to be the lyrics of a song.

I just noticed my song, Everything About You I Simply Miss, was downloaded 8 times in one day, and folks have been uploading my other songs too. That’s pretty cool.

I watched Pomu Rainpuff’s karaoke, known as FairyOke. It was really good. She gave a lesson on wotage that was pretty unique. If you didn’t catch it I’d suggest running over and watching it because despite scuffs, and silliness, and her infectious laugh, she’s is one of the best singing V-tuber’s out there, not gonna lie. 😉

I really love the thumbnail.

I was going to write about something else like my move and the new scenery in the beautiful White Mountains of Arizona but I’ll have to write about that later.

Please enjoy the rest of your day and I hope you find what you’re seeking and searching for in life.

Love you Gracie! I hope your day is going well. 🙂 ❤